The truth is I always loved him. From the first time I saw him he was so great. But that time I was hurt. I might have been selfish but I was so hurt. I was afraid I would feel more pain. Now I remember every time I was with Shouji I felt better. You hugged me secretly with your heart, didn't you? Now I want you to embrace me with all that warmth, with all your strength.
Ai YazawaNana...how come being happy and making your dreams come true are two different things? Even now, I still don't know why.
Ai YazawaMany things happened in my life, and I thought that they changed me. But in the end, nothing has changed since I was seventeen. If I could keep todayโs happiness I wouldnโt worry about tomorrow.
Ai YazawaPeople say love can be developed, but in the end, the only person you love is yourself. That's why you choose to love someone who can please you the most.
Ai YazawaThe feeling that was born that night, how could i describe it?Words like love or lust just don't seem right. I may call it jealousy, or may be anxiety and moreover, need. Even now I'm anxious at times because when I am with Ren, everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion, and that was too much for no matter how hard i tried, it seemed I could never catch him.
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