I want to be spoiled like a child. Cry to my heart's content. But I can only suppress my feelings.

Why.. is human desire so unsatisfying?

In this world, not everything will be won by justice. If you want to win, you have to learn how to cheat. (Nana)

The feeling that was born that night, how could i describe it?Words like love or lust just don't seem right. I may call it jealousy, or may be anxiety and moreover, need. Even now I'm anxious at times because when I am with Ren, everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion, and that was too much for no matter how hard i tried, it seemed I could never catch him.

We are all farsighted, we give importance to those things that are far from us, while neglecting the things that are close to us... only to realize their value later when they are out-of-reach again.

People say love can be developed, but in the end, the only person you love is yourself. That's why you choose to love someone who can please you the most.

Hey, Hachi People always say that you only discover how precious something is after you lose it--- but I think, you only really recognize it... when you see it a second time face to face. -Nana Osaki