The feeling that was born that night, how could i describe it?Words like love or lust just don't seem right. I may call it jealousy, or may be anxiety and moreover, need. Even now I'm anxious at times because when I am with Ren, everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion, and that was too much for no matter how hard i tried, it seemed I could never catch him.
Ai YazawaFor my 20th birthday in March, I'll buy myself a present for doing my best. A one way ticket to Tokyo. All I need is my guitar and a pack of cigarettes.
Ai YazawaThat moment I felt a bit like crying. I don't really know why. Nana's hand felt so warm that it even warmed my heart.
Ai YazawaI am pissed off at your insensitive inability to understand why I'm pissed off in the first place.
Ai YazawaThey say that only very good friends quarrel. But at the end of the day a quarrel is a fight between two peopleโs egos. Since people cannot understand each other by just being honest. May be its impossible to live your whole life without getting hurt but donโt hurt the people close to you.
Ai Yazawa