The feeling that was born that night, how could i describe it?Words like love or lust just don't seem right. I may call it jealousy, or may be anxiety and moreover, need. Even now I'm anxious at times because when I am with Ren, everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion, and that was too much for no matter how hard i tried, it seemed I could never catch him.

I wasn't really able to love someone but I couldn't help but want to be loved.

In the world of art, all things are possible.--George from Paradise Kiss

Why.. is human desire so unsatisfying?

But even when the moon looks like it's waning...it's actually never changing shape. Don't ever forget that.

Right now I am full of greed and vanity, so I cannot live with you like before. But may be we can meet like this. I think just being together and talking would be nice. But when we grow old, when greed and vanity will be completely gone, when I will be tired of singing can I return to that place too?

Don't say the words I wanted to hear from Ren.