Even if you fulfill your hearts desire, by sacrificing something important, you may not necessarily be happy. Happiness doesnโt come in one form, it determined by your own heart.
Ai YazawaDon't do stuff that freaks him out, like what you're doing now. Do something that makes him happy.
Ai YazawaI might cry tomorrow, but I may be smiling the day after. That's enough. That's the way life is. If I don't lose hope - tomorrow will come. Tomorrow will come if we don't lose hope... I learned that from Nana. But rainy days still make my cheeks wet with tears, even now. It was pouring, on that rainy day.
Ai YazawaThe feeling that was born that night, how could i describe it?Words like love or lust just don't seem right. I may call it jealousy, or may be anxiety and moreover, need. Even now I'm anxious at times because when I am with Ren, everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion, and that was too much for no matter how hard i tried, it seemed I could never catch him.
Ai Yazawa