I finally feel like I'm becoming somebody. I really think like I can do something. I just know I'm going to be an actress. I want it so bad.

I just know I'm going to be an actress. I want it so bad.

I want to be the new Marilyn Monroe and find my own Clark Gable.

He's comming to meet me on Sun. Cant wait!!... Please God let him love me!!... This could be it [followed by five happy faces].... Hes going to publish my pictures Im so glad I didn't sleep with him either!... I hate for men to want sex all the time. I hate sex anyway. (1992, diary entry as she prepares for a meeting with Paul Marciano, head of Guess.)

I just feel a connection with Marilyn Monroe. I just love her. I just completely feel what she went through.

If I have another child, I doubt I'll get married again. I don't think men particularly want to be with me.

For some reason, people think I am this terrible person and it really hurts me to hear that. I am just doing the best I know how to.