I finally feel like I'm becoming somebody. I really think like I can do something. I just know I'm going to be an actress. I want it so bad.

I can't eat more than six hundred dollars worth of food.

I have been alone since my husband died. I stay in my home. I don't date. It's hard to date when you're at home. Nobody knows you.

For some reason, people think I am this terrible person and it really hurts me to hear that. I am just doing the best I know how to.

I never thought to ever ask for money. I was so stupid.

Marrying into money was not a good thing for me.

It's very expensive to be me.