I was 23, and he was 86. I saw a very sick man. I just wanted to just talk with him. There was no physical attraction at all. He was very much attracted to me.

It's very expensive to be me.

He's comming to meet me on Sun. Cant wait!!... Please God let him love me!!... This could be it [followed by five happy faces].... Hes going to publish my pictures Im so glad I didn't sleep with him either!... I hate for men to want sex all the time. I hate sex anyway. (1992, diary entry as she prepares for a meeting with Paul Marciano, head of Guess.)

Living in a small town, I knew everybody and everybody knew me.

If I have another child, I doubt I'll get married again. I don't think men particularly want to be with me.

I never thought to ever ask for money. I was so stupid.

People are just so stupid.