I was 23, and he was 86. I saw a very sick man. I just wanted to just talk with him. There was no physical attraction at all. He was very much attracted to me.

I just know I'm going to be an actress. I want it so bad.

For some reason, people think I am this terrible person and it really hurts me to hear that. I am just doing the best I know how to.

It's very expensive to be me.

I just feel a connection with Marilyn Monroe. I just love her. I just completely feel what she went through.

I am just so happy and thrilled and I am so glad Mr. Hefner chose me.

Nobody has ever respected me and done things for me and loved me. So when Howard (former husband J. Howard Marshall II) came along, it was a blessing. He is the only person in my life who does not care about what other people say about me. He truly loves me and I love him for it.