He's comming to meet me on Sun. Cant wait!!... Please God let him love me!!... This could be it [followed by five happy faces].... Hes going to publish my pictures Im so glad I didn't sleep with him either!... I hate for men to want sex all the time. I hate sex anyway. (1992, diary entry as she prepares for a meeting with Paul Marciano, head of Guess.)

It's very expensive to be me. It's terrible the things I have to do to be me.

I don't understand why God took him and didn't take me.

Nobody has ever respected me and done things for me and loved me. So when Howard (former husband J. Howard Marshall II) came along, it was a blessing. He is the only person in my life who does not care about what other people say about me. He truly loves me and I love him for it.

I wanted to become a model and an actress.

I just feel a connection with Marilyn Monroe. I just love her. I just completely feel what she went through.

People are just so stupid.