Some women marry houses. It's another kind of skin; it has a heart, a mouth, a liver and bowel movements.
Anne SextonRejoice with the day lily for it is born for a day to live by the mailbox and glorify the roadside
Anne SextonYes I try to kill myself in small amounts, an innocuous occupation. Actually I'm hung up on it.
Anne SextonImages are probably the most important part of the poem. First of all you want to tell a story, but images are what are going to shore it up and get to the heart of the matter.
Anne SextonI lay there silently, hoarding my small dignity. I did not ask about the gate or the closet. I did not question the bedtime ritual where, on the cold bathroom tiles, I was spread out daily and examined for flaws. I did not know that my bones, those solids, those pieces of sculpture would not splinter.
Anne SextonI suffer for birds and fireflies but not frogs, she said, and threw him across the room. Kaboom! Like a genie out of a samovar, a handsome prince arose in the corner of the bedroom.
Anne SextonNow I am going back And I have ripped my hand From your hand as I said I would And I have made it this far.
Anne SextonShe suffers according to the digits of my hate. I hear the filaments of alabaster. I would lie down with them and lift my madness off like a wig. I would lie outside in a room of wool and let the snow cover me. Paris white or flake white or argentine, all in the washbasin of my mouth, calling โOh.โ I am empty. I am witless. Death is here. There is no other settlement.
Anne SextonAll I wanted was a little piece of life, to be married, to have children.... I was trying my damnedest to lead a conventional life, for that was how I was brought up, and it was what my husband wanted of me. But one can't build little white picket fences to keep the nightmares out.
Anne SextonI love you. You are closest to my heart, closer than any other human being. You are my extension. You are my prayer. You are my belief in God. For better or worse you inherit me.
Anne SextonThe future is a fog that is still hanging out over the sea, a boat that floats home or does not.
Anne SextonThen all this became history. Your hand found mine. Life rushed to my fingers like a blood clot. Oh, my carpenter, the fingers are rebuilt. They dance with yours.
Anne SextonThe boys and girls are one tonight. They unbutton blouses. They unzip flies. They take off shoes. They turn off the light. The glimmering creatures are full of lies. They are eating each other. They are overfed. At night, alone, I marry the bed.
Anne SextonIn a letter (no matter how quickly it is written or honestly or freely or lovingly) it is more possible to be loving and lovable, more possible to reach out and to take in ... I feel I have somehow deceived you into thinking this is really a human relationship. It is a letter relationship between humans.
Anne SextonI tell you what youโll never really know: all the medical hypothesis that explained my brain will never be as true as these struck leaves letting go.
Anne Sexton... and my love stays bitterly glowing, spasms of it will not sleep, and I am helpless and thirsty and need shade but there is no one to cover me- not even God.
Anne SextonI find now, swallowing one teaspoon of pain, that it drops downward to the past where it mixes with last yearโs cupful and downward into a decadeโs quart and downward into a lifetimeโs ocean. I alternate treading water and deadmanโs float.
Anne SextonI must always forget how one word is able to pick out another, to manner another, until I have got something I might have said... but did not.
Anne SextonThe Witch's Life" When I was a child there was an old woman in our neighborhood whom we called The Witch. All day she peered from her second story window from behind the wrinkled curtains and sometimes she would open the window and yell: Get out of my life! She had hair like kelp and a voice like a boulder. I think of her sometimes now and wonder if I am becoming her.
Anne Sexton