I read and watch movies. I can't go to the movie theater much anymore, though, because I get recognized. It's worse sometimes if I wear a costume and try not to get recognized. I watch most of my films on airplanes
Ayumi HamasakiThe way I work, typically, I do everything at the very last minute. Even if I was given two months, I'd do it in the last three days
Ayumi HamasakiI always like whatever I did most recently. It's the closest to who I am at the moment.
Ayumi HamasakiI don't know my future. I don't know about tomorrow. I can just control for today or present, right now. I don't want to think about future too much, because present is most important for me.
Ayumi HamasakiI understand it's my role to realize people's dreams. I'm O.K. with that so long as my songs are my own. No one can take my songs away from me.
Ayumi HamasakiMusic is my life, if I am without music or if I can't sing any more, I die, I'm nothing... because music is everything.
Ayumi HamasakiIn the beginning, I was searching for myself in my music. My music was for me. I didn't have the mental room to be conscious of the listener; I wrote to save myself.
Ayumi HamasakiIt's hard to decide how to match words to music. It's not like it's twice the work. It's always difficult for me to explain to the composer what I'm looking for. I'm not a professional; I lack even basic knowledge about writing music
Ayumi HamasakiI do what I love to do at the moment. If I wake up tomorrow and decide I want to dance, that's what I'd do. Or design clothes. I think I'd throw myself into whatever I'm doing now. It's not about abandoning what I was doing before, or giving up. It's about knowing that if I die tomorrow, I lived the way I wanted to.
Ayumi HamasakiIf I write when I'm low, it will be a dark song, but I don't care. I want to be honest with myself at all times.
Ayumi HamasakiI'd heard a lot of Asian people were rooting for me, but I had no idea. I was stunned. They were... impassioned, especially compared to Japan. I couldn't even have anticipated that kind of welcome
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