You can experience consciousness now by experiencing the fact that you exist.
The whole purpose of existence is to bring love into existence where it is needed.
When you observe yourself you must not condemn or approve what you see. If you tell a lie there is no need to judge your-self.
Love is all around you like the air, and is the very breath of your being.
Anything that is said is not the truth. It is a statement of truth, and no statement is the truth.
We can rarely see things from the point of view of another person because we look at the facts through the screen of an impression or an interest which distorts our view; and then there are accusations, quarrels and misunderstandin.