I just liked the idea of being engaged.

I mean, in rock music terms I'm like a dinosaur.

With a stroke of love on the canvas of my soul I'm painting a perfect world with shades of Michelangelo With each promise made in every heart that knows we can live in a perfect world in shades of Michelangelo I hear songs of children echo in the sky I hear songs of children a tomorrow so bright!

You don't have to be age 20 and size zero to be sexually viable or viable as a woman.

However, if you listen to me I think you can hear years of abuse in my voice - both bad abuse and good abuse.

I just liked the idea of being engaged.

It will shock many - I've lived a full life and really enjoyed my time as a pop star.