It will shock many - I've lived a full life and really enjoyed my time as a pop star.
I mean, in rock music terms I'm like a dinosaur.
Life's too short to be a Go-Go for twenty years.
I just liked the idea of being engaged.
However, if you listen to me I think you can hear years of abuse in my voice - both bad abuse and good abuse.
You don't have to be age 20 and size zero to be sexually viable or viable as a woman.