Do not expect human beings to reward you, don't even think about it, just LOVE, because you know at the end of the day it will be God who will give you the reward.
God is teaching you a Lesson of Victory.
Education without execution is extinction
Hangout with people who respect you. And people who inspire you.
Heaven is His choice for you. But He won't force you to go there if you don't want to.
Do not ask directions from the people around you. Ask directions from the person who called you.