Where do you go when you're the best in the world? What's next?
When you are thrown onto the stage at 17 in such an enormous way, it becomes living on the edge because every step you take, every word you speak, every action you do becomes headline news. And it became, for me, life or death.
I go to London, my favourite city in the world, and I feel at home.
So this is it. Match point for eternity.
I love the winning, I can take the losing, but most of all I love to play.
Thats the hard part about sport: as men we havent started to be in our prime, but as athletes we are old people. I needed support. I lost trust and did stupid things.