You know, I've had my ups and downs.

It's not so much about killing an animal, it's being at peace and you don't have to worry about all the other things that go on. That's a couple of hours a week that you get to escape but it's nice to do that.

I can't believe I survived, not only my life, but I am still playing football 'cause half of those eight or nine years I don't even remember.

My intention... isn't to create controversy.

It's been six years since I have had a drink and I have two girls, and my priorities are a lot different now and I just can't believe I was that guy. And I would not go back, I would not trade the way I am now for anything.

Sure, sometimes guys pass you up in salary, and maybe it's a lesser player, but it's all based on what a team has as far as value in that person.

The way I played the game, the way I live my life, is very emotional.