I had to put my kid before my career and all the money I was making. I decided to do the right thing. I was dying inside. If I didn't have my daughter, I would be dead right now, for sure.

I loved music, but I found myself at the point where I wanted to die. I didn't care about life.

It just broke my heart, and I had to get away from it. I love them to death, but they know how bad it got. It's not their fault, but I couldn't do that any longer.

I worshipped money so much that it ruined my life. Money is not my god. I just want to manage His money for Him, for the poor people, the lost kids. I just love everybody.

I've had a big heart my whole life; all the Korn fans know that. A lot of people told me that I was different.

I'm real excited. I'm so blessed to have so much peace and joy inside. I just can't keep quiet about it.

I had to put my kid before my career and all the money I was making. I decided to do the right thing. I was dying inside. If I didn't have my daughter, I would be dead right now, for sure.