To ask the right question is already half the solution of a problem.
Part of the human Self or Soul is not subject to laws of space and time.
It is only our deeds that reveal who we are.
A dream that is not understood remains a mere occurrence; understood it becomes a living experience.
As a child I felt myself to be alone, and I am still, because I know things and must hint at things which others apparently know nothing of, and for the most part do not want to know.
Be grateful for your difficulties and challenges, for they hold blessings. In fact... Man needs difficulties; they are necessary for health personal growth, individuation and self-actualisation.