Sometimes decisions get made and it ends up being God doing for you what you couldn't do for yourself.

This is funny because I just had a job over the summer for VH1, a project I did called Strange Frequency where I got to play a Goth rock band singer.

There are so many heroes just walking around in everyday life. It blows me away.

It's been a difficult thing because some great opportunities have come and I've just been holding my breath and praying... I'm basically gambling hoping something will come along this season and if not, I don't know what the future holds.

Most of the time I meet my trainer at the gym and we do a lot of everything: weights circuit with cardio, football drills, sprinting with weights on the treadmill.

I'm a mixed breed and hope to live longer because of it.

I don't think I've ever really pursued telling my story, but I think things come to you at the right time.