Of course, there would always be arguments. That is the nature of Woman. They like the mutual exchange of dirty laundry, a bit of screaming, a bit of dramatics. Then an exchange of vows.

agony sometimes changes form but it never ceases for anybody.

We must.. We must bring our own light to the darkness

With me, my main vision for life was to avoid as many people as possible. The less people I saw the better I felt.

we had such tremendous fun and much agony together for some years

I am too sick to lay down the sidewalks frighten me the whole damned city frightens me, what I will become what I have become frightens me.

There would never be a way for me to live comfortably with people. Maybe I'd become a monk. I'd pretend to believe in God and live in a cubicle, play an organ and stay drunk on wine.