I went through my first big breakup, with a boyfriend who I had been with for more than two years. He had been one of my dancers, and it was my first love and his.

I have a lot of things to say and a lot of things to let out of me.

After all you've put me through, you would think I despise you, but in the end I want to thank you because you made me that much stronger.

When I first came out there was no such thing as Twitter or Facebook. And the blogs! Like, what is that?

Whether you like me, or hate me, this is me.

I turned to music originally because of my past and needing a release or an outlet to get out anger or frustration or hurt.

I'm a smart girl. There are decisions that I make for reasons, and the most important thing is that my son is happy and he always will be. He's surrounded by love.