It's been a misery for me, living with Christine Keeler.

I have always been free with my love - it is my nature. I am easily captivated by men and they have always been attracted to me.

I like to think that people live on in other people's memories.

Even a criminal has the right to a new life, but they made sure I did not have that. They just didn't stop calling me a prostitute for ever and ever and ever and ever.

I'm terrified of men these days. If someone asked me out now, I don't know what I'd say, how I'd react. But I couldn't go through with it, not at all. I suppose I've been terrified of them all along.

I enjoyed sex and indulged in it when I fancied the men.

They wanted to hear about the sex, of course. But not the rest; no one wanted to hear the rest.