It's been a misery for me, living with Christine Keeler.
I took on the sins of everybody, of a generation, really.
I have survived and possibly I should not hope for more than that.
I enjoyed sex and indulged in it when I fancied the men.
I like to think that people live on in other people's memories.
We knew we were talking about spies. I knew he knew I knew. I was digging my own grave.