The truth is, wherever you choose to be, it's the wrong place.
Maybe self-improvement isn't the answer, maybe self-destruction is the answer.
Ever since college, I make friends. They get married. I lose friends.
Or maybe...just maybe this whole process is our training wheels towards something bigger. If we can reflect and know our lives, we might stay awake and shape our futures.
I've been choking to death for years. By now this should be easy.
I am the cause of all my upsets. I am my worst enemy.