I get very anxious and am scared in crowds and things like that.
I made a conscious effort to make a record that would affect people in a good way rather than the last one, which affected people in a bad way.
If negative meant positive we'd be heroes.
So I went and visited a doctor and he diagnosed me with reactive arthritis.
I don't know if sitting home everyday is normal, but that's what I do.
I'm lucky the arthritis happened at the time that it did because of the record.