Reactive arthritis is something I've been dealing with for nearly a year.
When we first began and I was 14, my influences were the stuff that was in my parent's record collection like Deep Purple and Led Zeppelin.
It makes it hard to get over a certain period of your life when you are constantly revisiting it every night.
I would stay in bed and get an extra 10 minutes sleep
I start sweating and shaking and having panic attacks if I am not at home.
There's an inherent thing in me where, if things are going too smooth, I'll sabotage the hell out of them, just to make the music more of a sanctuary.