Reactive arthritis is something I've been dealing with for nearly a year.
I start sweating and shaking and having panic attacks if I am not at home.
Touring doesn't kill me and I can handle it.
Candles are good as long as you're not me and you don't fall asleep and your house burns down.
I know if I don't tour people will forget the record and you run a high risk of the record failing.
I get very anxious and am scared in crowds and things like that.