Forget about being impressive and commit to being real.
First. get clear on how you want to feel. Then, do stuff that makes you feel that way.
Your curiosity is your growth point. Always.
There is nothing as easy as being inspired.
Why are you afraid? This is where you get it out of your system: bankruptcy, unfulfilled potential, trashing your reputation, losing it all. And then (because we just can't stop there), you're going to apply some simple analysis to it.You may have nothing to fear after all.
What you stop doing is just as important as the things you start doing.