And I, who have never thought in terms of a life, think to myself that I could make a life out of this.

Let me hold on to this the way it was, before I knew anything else.

arrears, n. My faithfulness was as unthinking as your lapse. Of all the things I though would go wrong, I never thought it would be that. "It was a mistake," you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.

me giving my mom romantic advice is kind of like a goldfish giving a snail advice on how to fly.” -Will Grayson (pg. 66)

I want my own books to have their own shelves," you said, and that's how I knew it would be okay to live together.

I have always been aware of how I break. I know what kind of situations will break me. I know what kind of people will do it. I know how much it will hurt.

This is my life, I think. I am an accumulation of objects.