Its almost scary how amateur I am when it comes to musicals - Im a musical goer, but I am not as obsessed with musicals as perhaps some of my theatrical friends are.

I never felt the urge to jump off a bridge, but there are times I have wanted to jump out of my life, out of my skin.

When I am with you, there is nowhere else I'd rather be. And I am a person who always wants to be somewhere else.

I've always known I was gay, but it wasn't confirmed until I was in kindergarten. It was my teacher who said so. It was right there on my kindergarten report card: PAUL IS DEFINITELY GAY AND HAS VERY GOOD SENSE OF SELF.

Because when something happens, she's the person I want to tell. The most basic indicator of love.

This is what my voice sounds like I don't need to be talking to someone else To hear it

You are so close, and I can’t reach you.