And I find myself saying, โIt wasnโt really about her.โ And finding itโs true. What do you mean?โ Norah asks. It was about the feeling, you know? She caused it in me, but it wasnโt about her. It was about my reaction, what I wanted to feel and then convinced myself that I felt, because I wanted it that bad. That illusion. It was love because I created it as love.
David LevithanSelf-esteem can be so exhausting. I want to cut my hair, change my clothes, erase the pimple from the near-tip of my nose, and strengthen my upper-arm definition, all in the next hour.
David Levithan