Laughter rarely lasts longer than a few seconds, it's true. But how enjoyable those few seconds are.
David LevithanIt is an awful thing to be betrayed by your body. And it's lonely, because you feel you can't talk about it. You feel it's something between you and the body. You feel it's a battle you will never win . . . and yet you fight it day after day, and it wears you down. Even if you try to ignore it, the energy it takes to ignore it will exhaust you.
David LevithanI always think of each night as a song. Or each moment as a song. But now I'm seeing we don't live in a single song. We move from song to song, from lyric to lyric, from chord to chord. There is no ending here. It's an infinite playlist.
David LevithanThings are not magical because they've been conjured for us by some outside force. They are magical because we create them.
David LevithanI know the odds are all against me and I know you might not feel this way too but I know I would rather die trying to know if I could mean something to you
David LevithanI am a firm believer in serendipity- all the random pieces coming together in one wonderful moment, when suddenly you see what their purpose was all along.
David LevithanI never know what you really want, if I can give it to you, or if Iโm already too late.
David LevithanYou don't know me. You know one me, just like I know one you. And you can't know every me, and I can't know every you.
David LevithanI want you to be honest with me. Even if it hurts. Although I would prefer for it not to hurt.
David LevithanYou were in Sweden?" Boomer asked. "No," I said. "The trip got called off at the last minute. Because of political the unrest" "In Sweden?" Priya seemed skeptical. "Yeah-isn't it strange how the Times isn't covering it? Half the country's on strike because of that thing the crown prince said about Pippi Longstocking Which means no meatballs for Christmas, if you know what I mean." "That's so sad!" Boomer said.
David LevithanI had forgotten this about love: how the simple things- the turn away, the turn towards- could be so complicated, and how the complicated things- the stolen night, the right words- could be so simple.
David Levithandetachment, n. Even when I detach, I care. You can be separate from a thing and still care about it.
David LevithanI don't want to steal anybody's story. I very much want to use the stories that I hear to get lost in my mind, to tell a larger story.
David LevithanIt's only in the finer points that it gets complicated and contentious, the inability to realize that no matter what our religion or gender or race or geographic background, we all have about 98 percent in common with each other.... For whatever reason, we like to focus on the 2 percent that's different, and most of the conflict in the world comes from that.
David LevithanThese teenager looks aren't going to last forever, and that there are much better foundation to build a life upon than how attractive you are.
David LevithanThere is no word for the recipient of the love. There is only a word for the giver. There is the assumption that lovers come in pairs.
David LevithanI preferred to hang out with the dead, dying, or desperate books - used we call them, in a way that we'd never call a person, unless we meant it cruelly
David LevithanThere are many things that can keep you in a relationship," I say. "Fear of being alone. Fear of disrupting the arrangement of your life. A decision to settle for something that's okay, because you don't know if you can get any better. Or maybe there's the irrational belief that it will get better, even if you know he won't change.
David Levithanarrears, n. My faithfulness was as unthinking as your lapse. Of all the things I though would go wrong, I never thought it would be that. "It was a mistake," you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.
David LevithanNo funny stuff in here tonight, you understand?โ Dash said, โI assure you I could not contemplate any of your so-called funny stuff seeing as how I have no idea why Iโm even here.โ Mark scoffed. โYou bookish little pervert.โ โThank you, sir!โ Dash said brightly.
David Levithanwhy won't they leave me alone? don't they realize I have a tinder heart and a paper body and that any spark will turn me straight to ash?
David LevithanYou existed. You existed now as a fractal. Definition: A fractal is generally a rough or fragmented geometric shape that can be broken into parts, each of which is (at least approximately) a reduced-size copy of the whole. Maybe I was a fractal. Maybe the photographer was a fractal. Maybe we were all fractals.
David LevithanIgnorance is not bliss. Bliss is knowing the full meaning of what you have been given.
David LevithanPeople say that time slips through our fingers like sand. What they don't acknowledge is that some of the sand sticks to the skin. These are memories that will remain, memories of the time when there was still time left.
David LevithanAs sisters, they probably have closer to 99 percent in common, but theyโre not about to recognize that. Theyโd rather fight over what kind of pet theyโre going to get โฆ Itโs an argument for its own sake.
David LevithanWe'd said we'd keep in touch. But touch is not something you can keep; as soon as it's gone, it's gone. We should have said we'd keep in words, because they are all we can string between us--words on a telephone line, words appearing on a screen.
David LevithanIn small letters, someone has written NEVER FORGET on one of the slats. I know it's supposed to be a pledge, but it feels like a curse. Don't we have to forget some of it? Don't we have to forget this feeling? If we don't, how will we live?
David LevithanWhen I say, "Be my lover", I don't mean, "Let's have an affair." I don't mean "Sleep with me." I don't mean, "Be my secret." I want us to go back down to that root. I want you to be the one who loves me. I want to be the one who loves you.
David LevithanThe word I think of is precarious. I am struck by how precarious it all is. How the things that hold us are only as strong as the faith we have in them.
David LevithanBut I had a feeling I wasn't supposed to find her that way. She was not a needle. This was not a haystack. We were people, and people had ways of finding each other.
David LevithanI still donโt know if this is a good quality or a bad one, to be able to be in the moment and then step out of it.
David LevithanWe gather the things we learned, and they don't nearly add up to fill the space of a life. You will miss the taste of Froot Loops. You will miss the sound of traffic. You will miss your back against his. You will miss him stealing the sheets. Do not ignore these things.
David LevithanAnd just like that, the universe goes wrong. Just like that, all the enormity seems to shrink into a ball and float away from my reach. I feel it, and she doesn't. Or I feel it, and she won't.
David Levithanhaving someone think of me that way was like discovering a new window in the room i'd lived in all my life.
David LevithanWe remember what it was like to meet someone new. We remember what it was like to grant someone possibility. You look out from your own world and then you step into his, not really knowing what youโll find there, but hoping it will be something good. Both Ryan and Avery are doing this. You step into his world and you donโt even realize your loneliness is missing. Youโve left it behind, and you donโt notice because you have no desire to turn back.
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