Sometimes [the expression] old age has a kind of harrowing beauty. But elderly - ugh!
I wanted so terribly to be good to him.
The one Bach piece I learnt made me feel I was being repeatedly hit on the head with a teaspoon.
I write this sitting in the kitchen sink.
I have really sinned. I am going to pause now, and sit here on the mound repenting in deepest shame.
I like seeing people when they can't see me.