I'm going to make the obvious point that maybe the word neurotic means the condition of being highly conscious and developed. The essence of neurosis is conflict. But the essence of living now, fully, not blocking off to what goes on, is conflict. In fact I've reached the stage where I look at people and say - he or she, they are whole at all because they've chosen to block off at this stage or that. People stay sane by blocking off, by limiting themselves.
Doris LessingRemember that the book which bores you when you are twenty or thirty will open doors for you when you are forty or fifty - and vise versa. Donโt read a book out of its right time for you.
Doris Lessing