It's inevitable your environment will influence what you do
Emerson, Lake & Palmer or King Crimson or Gentle Giant - the worst prog rock references I can come up with. Though I totally loved those groups as a kid.
Happy music doesn't tend to move me much
Simon Hale, the British arranger, does all string and wood arrangements on my records
I privilege the music over the lyrics
I certainly wouldn't say that my life is a disaster, but there have been moments where I've felt like that