I want to care, but I don't. I look at you and all I feel is tired. I walk through school and all I want to do is leave. I wake up in the morning and don't know why I'm here. I feel like I'm not real.

I wish it had never happened because then I wouldn't think about it as I'm falling asleep.

She looked at me for real and saw I was serious. She saw I knew she was for me like you know that tomorrow morning the sun will rise.

I think you’re the saddest person I’ve ever met. It’s like you’re drowning in it.

The truth is, I feel beyond sad. I feel empty. Numb.

I felt nothing all the time, and it had started to feel normal. It should have scared me, but it didn't.

Things... well, things suck sometimes. And sometimes you can fix it. And sometimes you can't. It's just the way it is.