Defiance rose up like vomit. I swung back and yelled, "Don't ever do that again!

I swallow any sort of apology. "screwing your neighbor." There. Said it. React, okay? pregnant pause becomes three weeks overdue. Four weeks. Time for a C-section. What? Oh, Kaeleigh, I'm so sorry. Are you sure...?

We kissed for about the thousandth time, No promises, no demands, Just solid rebuilding of shattered trust.

I still care for you, you know.. That phrase again. Everyone cares for me. They just don't know how to love me.

Being In Love Means hard questions. Will I? Won't I? Should I? Could I? Yes? No? You? Me? There is no me without you. Is there a you without me? And if were truly one. how will I breathe when circomstance pries us apart? You are my oxygen. my substance, the blood inside my veins. When we touch, you are my skin. hold all my joy inside of you. When you go, I wither.

It is hard to believe that something that seems so permanent was once so different. Change. I guess that really is one thing you can count on.

It's just so hard to feel good, you know?" I do know. And more than that, it's just so incredibly hard to feel. (54)