Ghosts don't scare me. Flesh and blood people do.

I don't need more pain in my life. Why did I invite it in? Do I have to feel pain to believe I feel anything at all?

This is unstoppable, no holds barred. This is beautiful. Crazy. A beginning. Betrayal. Addictive. Aggressive. Alive. This is something to be afraid of.

Puzzle pieces don't always connect do they?

In my limited realm of experience, beginnings led to endings.

No one teaches you how to walk away from someone who you know loves you. NO one teaches you how to say good-bye.

But, though I was very much in lust with him, I knew from the start we were nothing like "forever." Maybe because forever is such a scary place.