Ennui is the echo in us of time tearing itself apart.
I do not forgive myself for being born. It is as if creeping into this world, I had profaned a mystery, betrayed some momentous pledge, committed a fault of nameless gravity.
Discretion is deadly to genius; ruinous to talent.
We cannot be normal and alive at the same time.
Espousing the melancholy of ancient symbols, I would have freed myself.
To have committed every crime but that of being a father.