Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reaction to my trying to commit suicide.
Why should I wake when I'm half past dead?
I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.
Then I break a glass and I slit my very innermost thigh so that I can pretend that I'm menstru--- well, unavailable.
And falling's just another way to fly.
I smile to myself knowing that they may be dead.