It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
I'm stupid, I'm ugly, I'm dumb, I smell. Did I mention I'm stupid?
Mother, are you there? I love you. I never meant to hit you over the head with that shovel.
I always wished for this, but it's almost turning into more of a nightmare than a dream.
I don't even know how to speak up for myself, because I don't really have a father who would give me the confidence or advice.
You'd have to walk a thousand miles in my shoes just to see what its like to be me!!