I wake up every day and I think, 'I'm breathing! It's a good day.'

What I have found is that even when you try to transform existing structures they are so powerful they often overwhelm, seduce, and control you.

I would rate the fact that I get to be alive a big beautiful 10. Satisfaction with myself - work in progress.

Then there was sex, which, for me, was such a need. When I was younger, I had a need to have sex with everyone. I don't know where that was coming from, but there was such a need to connect physically - obviously, for me to connect physically to myself. There were times, like I say in the book, where you lay on top of me, when you push me down, when you're inside me.

Dancing in public spaces and moving your body freely in a public space is reclaiming what was taken from you when you were violated. The energy of that - you can't capture it, you can't own it. Capitalists can't buy it.It can't be sold. It can't be monetized. And that's why I think it's so powerful.

I think one of the problems with the capitalist mainstream is this: no matter what you create to respond or resist it they will buy it.

Between the combination of Judeo-Christian religious 'be good be good be good' and Capitalist 'something's wrong with you, buy this' and the parental upbringing, which is 'you're wrong, you're not thin enough, you're not smart enough' I mean, hello! We don't have a shot.