Cancer is my own private war. The strain, the nausea, the fever take turns challenging my strength, my mind and my spirit.

I'm holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer and there is something - that may not be very clear to me right now - but that I will do.

I do not want to die of this disease. So I say to God: "It is seriously time for a miracle."

What would you do if someone said to you: "You're so popular right now that you can be on the cover of every magazine, but if you do that, you might get overexposed and a backlash will develop"? That's life. Everything has positive and negative consequences.

Marriages that last are with people who do not live in Los Angeles.

I am proud of what I have got and I need an audience.

It is seriously time for a miracle.