Cancer is my own private war. The strain, the nausea, the fever take turns challenging my strength, my mind and my spirit.

Everything has positive and negative consequences.

Cancer is a disease that is mysterious, headstrong and makes its own rules. And mine, to this date, is incurable.

I like it when you're under the ocean, and all you can feel is calm

It's much easier to go through something and deal with it without being under a microscope... It was stressful. I was terrified getting the chemo. It's not pleasant. And the radiation is not pleasant.

I'm holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer and there is something - that may not be very clear to me right now - but that I will do.

My number one goal is to love, support and be there for my son.