Im shy. I can go on a trip for days and not go because I wont sit on a toilet seat on a plane. Im certainly not going to go on somebodys lawn. Could you imagine, in a cocktail dress?

I feel like a blonde nothingness, alone in my own body ...... Today it's not drugs that fill my body, its despair.

I became famous almost before I had a craft.

Have I been wiretapped? Yes. But who they said wiretapped me was incorrect.

Cancer is a disease that is mysterious, headstrong and makes its own rules. And mine, to this date, is incurable.

As I've gotten older, I've found that I can have men as friends. I used to not be able to.

I'm holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer and there is something - that may not be very clear to me right now - but that I will do.