My soul's the present shadow of a presence gone.
I realize that, while often happy and often cheerful, I am always sad.
Direct experience is the evasion, or hiding place of those devoid of imagination.
I search and can't find myself. I belong in chrysanthemum time, sharp in calla lily elongations. God made my soul into an ornamental thing.
Life is good, but Wine is better.
It's been a long time since I've been me.