When you're surrounded by all these people, it can be even lonelier than when you're by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don't feel like you can trust anybody or talk to anybody, you feel like you're really alone.

The age thing really bugs me. Do people have more of a right to not like what I say because I'm 19?

For me, the best times are always going to be the most intense, the ones with the highest highs and the lowest lows.

I never thought I'd be in a position where people would be talking about my sexuality and saying how good I look in underwear.

Because for whatever reason, even though I want to stay home all the time and be left alone, I want to tell the world who I am now.

I like the idea of the idler wheel - it just sits in between things, but it makes such a big difference in the way that the machine is working. That concept has always been something that has interested me, but I didn't really know why.

The truth is it's fun to be up there and know that you're in your underwear. Even though I know I'm exploiting my sexuality in a certain way, it's fun! It boosts my ego.