Sometimes when you have bipolar you have days you are grumpy and not feeling yourself.
I don't normally watch myself on the telly.
We're not cameras, we're artists.
But when you actually go in the ring, it's a very lonely and scary place. It's just you and the other guy.
If you say you've had a nervous breakdown or things aren't right mentally, people run away from you. They think you're from 'One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest,' you know.
I am just working on staying alive.