I think about all my successes and failures and sometimes the failures stick in your head as much as the wins. But you do move on.

To be honest, I was Mum's boy. Always was, always will be.

Every season will have its dips and hard moments, and the challenge then is to make sure you don't get too down in those moments and make sure you come back fighting.

If I lose the ball, I lose it trying to do the right thing. That's the way it is.

Before my mother died, she told me not to leave Chelsea.

I've always been a city person - London boy - and New York is just incredible. It has what London has but almost more in terms of variety, culture, social life, everything. I just like walking the streets and feeling the energy and the vibe.

Having grown up watching Barcelona, Elen gets a bit annoyed watching me if I don't do flicks and tricks like Ronaldinho. I have to explain you can't do that all the time in a game!