I'm hardly disinterested totally in my appearance
The last few years have been pretty hectic.
I now want to be playing parts more interesting to me and more exciting to me.
Theres a great deal of attention paid and books written about this change of life in a woman, and really very little written about a mans change of life.
We do most of what we do out of our sexual energy and our sexual needs.
Getting old is not for sissies, kid.