I now want to be playing parts more interesting to me and more exciting to me.
I'm a firm believer in absolute honesty.
However, I don't by any means suggest that I'm always playing myself.
If you're lucky as you get older, you respect the craft and it becomes a skill.
And the test for any actor is whether you stay at the table or go away.
My last kids were born when I was in my forties, so I still had little kids around me, which gave me the illusion of feeling younger.