Where you are is where it's at.... Don't ever give up & don't ever give in.
There are no taboos in bed, and there shouldn't be any taboos in bed.
It's also easy to fall back into what's familiar, what feels safe, what you've done before.
What helped me most were my failures and slumps - when I couldn't get work, people weren't interested in me or had written me off.
If you're lucky as you get older, you respect the craft and it becomes a skill.
As a matter of fact, I rarely ever play myself.