I think to be in a monastery or an ashram is not always the answer because we don't fight, we kick back. We don't listen to Sri Krishna.

Happiness is not dependent upon outer circumstance. Happiness is falling in love with everything around you, everything inside of you.

As the prana current, kundalini and different energies begin to move through you, you will feel yourself moving and rocking. Keep the body still, otherwise that energy will be lost as it expresses itself through the physical.

What is Tantric Zen? Well, I don't think I can give you a straight answer, since I don't happen to be a very straight Zen master.

On your journey, remember there is no end. That is true knowledge. There is no final knowledge. There is no final enlightenment, that is a very finite, human way of seeing things.

Self is the perception of perception. Beyond self there's no perception of perception.

You can summon up power from past lives and bring them into this life. That can give you a boost into the next state of mind or further up.